TTC #1 LOOKING FOR CYCLE SISTER??

ooo Rozy- I am sooooo sorry!! I am praying for you. Take the time you need to to grieve. Dont loose faith. If you would like to contact me, feel free to send me an email. Add an 11 to my screen name @yahoo.com
Again, You are in my prayers. I will also say a prayer  to St Gerard for you (the patron saint for mothers.) I have been wearing my medallion necklace and praying everyday.
  

Hello. Just checking in to see where everyone was. Rozy- I hope all is well. I have been looking for you. Saw that you had your NT scan 8/30. Praying for you and that all went well. Marcia

Kristen...
Good to hear that all your lab work came back normal.... Thanks God...
hope then u will catch the egg and get the BFP soon.... Good luck honey .. will pray for u.....
Samantha... i still thinking about u... i hope u are fine.. plsssss plssssss let us know if u can just say that u are ok....
everybody else.. how u all doing...
 

Hello Kristen.... good to hear from u... praying that the clomid will help u get pregnant sooon.. im sending u tons of baby dust....
Sam .. what happend u girl.. we all r worry about u ... i hope that your doc appt didnt bring bad news to u so u stopped posting.. hope to hear from u soonnnn ... plsss
Sher.. how r u sweet heart.. hope everything is good....
Amanda... sure u are busy with new school year start.. good luck honey and hope that everything will be fine....
AFM.. im doing fine very tired all the time... always hungry .. im 9 weeks and 1 day today...im already showing like im 6 month pregnant... i show very fast.. lol..
i have U/S appt on aug 30 for nuchal test i think they measure the baby to see if there is any abnormalities.. also they will do blood test wich if i came back bad they have to do a test called amionisictis .. sorry for spelling...
that my news...

Sam  -  e-mail me too if you can....maybe BM is just not letting you post like its been doing to me lately, lol.
 
amandaambros@swbell.net
 
Im worried about you darlin!

I am 27 and have been ttc my 3rd child  having had a lot of trouble.  I have been trying for 12 months and taken clomid  months.  And this month is different.  I went home early from work today at lunch because I could not stay awake.  My breast have sharp pains and sore...bloated and hungry all the time.  I have had so many let downs that I don't want to get my hopes up.  I have som/e cramps but I don't usually get cramps before my period.  I am suppose to start on 8/14/2010.  Does anyone have any comments?

Hey Amanda - I was just checking in to see if Sam had posted her info on her appt and she hasn't posted since July. Do you have her contact info? I'm kinda worried!

Hey Ladies
I thought I would quickly stop in to let you know nothing new to report. Just hanging out in the TWW. 
It has been a tough decision, but I have decided I'm not going to post on BM anymore. I've found since I've been taking a break from it I'm more tuned in to things at home and am going out with friends more where as before I was glued to the pc.
I definately would love to hear from you girls tho so feel free to email me anytime!
I can be reached at thefarbeyond@hotmail.com
Sam - let me know how your doctors appt. went girl!
Sher

Hello Marcia....
Congratulations.....what a good news...happy for u ...hope u will have a very healthy and happy nine months....
my baby heart beat  was 119... and your s 120.... so when u are due... is it in MARCH like me...
are u feeling hungry all the time.. immmm alot i eat alot and feel hungry after 5 min.. lol...but im not feeling any nausea only sometimes at night and that alllll..
u said babies... are u pregnant with twins....did i miss somthing from your last post ? :)
also do u have a face book account so i can invite u to the BM ladies group .. it is private group and u can join only by invitation...
my name in face book is ROZY KHODIKIAN... u can find me and add me so i can invite u if u like....
take care of your self .... and stay in touch.....
again congratulations .... :)

Hello my friends...
how r u all doing...hope u all doing fine...
today i had my 7 weeks U/S .. i was very nervous and scared but THANKS GOD...everything went fine i saw the tiny baby...and we heared the heart beat and the tech told me everything looked goood.....i cant tell u all how releived im and relaxed this past week was the longest weeek and every night i had alot of bad dreams from thinking about the U/S appt... but thanks GOD he is great and thanks for your prayers .. u all are great and i wish u allllll BFP 's sooooooooon ..
now i can for sure send u allll alot alot of baby dust and ask God to bless u soon with babies as u allll are great and deserve to be MOM'S....
thanks again and ill be catching up with u and waiting for the good news soon....
 

Good Morning Ladies!
Mommarsh - Welcome!
Rozy - I am sooo happy to hear about your levels!! That's awesome :o)
Amanda / Sam -  I am so happy for you ladies that you have both found great doctors who are going to help you out with your cycles! Are you both taking Provera now? I know Sam is and I'm almost certain Amanda you are too. I find it's hard to remember all that was posted when you can see it when writing a message. hehe
AFM - well sadly to say I must take 2 weeks leave. hehe.  DH and I BD'd  on July 24, 25, 26, 28 and 30th and I "think" I may have O'd yesterday. I'm not sure tho of the exact day. I had tons of EWCM on Thursday and  when I did the number 2 business there was lots and I'm pretty certain you typically O after the last day of the EWCM. So I am only going to assume it was yesterday. We are going to BD one more time on Sunday to cover ourselves. Poor DH is working 12 hr shifts and afterwards he just wants to eat and go to sleep especially with all the over time he is doing. So going to give him some re-charge time tonight :o)
oh p.s - Sam I hear you on the blow out! We had a HUGE one on Thursday night. Wasn't pretty and the werid thing is it was over the stupidest thing! We def. did a lot of yelling and even slept in different rooms but made up Friday. We agreed it got way out of hand and it shouldn't of. He was kidding around last night and said it has been a long time since we've had a fight and we were due. Man I was going to kick him in the butt for that and he laughed and then I laughed and it was all good after.  I hope all is well with your DH now, I totally had the same as you, all this EWCM and couldn't do anything with it! Here's to hoping we caught it aways!
K.. well I'll be back August 14th, it will be 16 dpo by then!

Hi Mommarsh...
Congratulations... is this your first pregnancy... well im having my U/S on monday ill be 7 weeks excactly since LMP..
my LMP was june 14 when was yours....
so u having your U/S a day after mine.. hope everything will be fine..
i so anight mare today early morning and i was crying like crazy my husband wake me up ..
i saw that i went to the U/S and that the tech couldnt see anything...and i told her pls check good and she said there is nothing in your uterus and i was crying and asking my husband in my dream to let her do it again but she was abad one and asked me to leave the room...
i hope this dream will never come true.....
so let us know how your U/S will go...
are also in the face book group of BM ladies ..

Hi ladies
Amanda, enjoy your vacation! You need some time away so make sure you get some good R&R. It's well deserved and much needed :-) It feels good not to be doing the OPK and I wasn't really temping much anyway. My doc did say my temps could be effected and didn't recommended doing it. It sounds strange, but it almost feels like I'm having problems with body temp control - like one minute I'm cold, the next I'm having a hot flash. So you may have a similar problem Amanda. Although it seems like yours has made TONS of progress, probably from the Provera, since AF has been showing on her own... but unfortunately not knowing when to go away LOL

Sher, same goes for you honey.. get some R&R during your TWW and keep your mind busy. Easier said than done, I know. :-) Do you think you've O'd yet? Catch that eggie!!
Let's share names when we get our BFP's, which I'm telling you is going to be SOON! :-)

Rozy, your numbers are fantastic! Make sure they keep checking them and let us know about the ultrasound. I'm so happy for you honey!!

AFM - Not much going on here. Been very stressed out. Had a huge blowout of an argument with my DH yesterday. We very rarely fight, but it was a good one! I saw lots of EWCM yesterday too, which just figures if my body decided to cooperate at the exact wrong time and I O'd while we were fighting.
And our family cat passed away. We got her when I was just 7 years old (she was 14) and it's just sad. She was the final thing remaining of our childhood and I know it might sound silly to some of you, but it was just such a depressing day and she was such a sweet girl.

I start the Provera on the 4th, on CD 16 - 25. And I'm going in for the hysterosonogram tomorrow afternoon and I'm feeling SOO anxious about it. I know what the HSG felt like and now I'm freaking out about having fluid put in to my uterus again. I'm sure it'll be fine though.

Hope you ladies have a good day.

Hello ladies.. . how r u all doing... my other computer infected with viruses so im posting from my sis in law home...
i had seen a midwife yesterday and asked her to repeat my HCG so she did the results came back today and my HCG  IS 10056 .. I asked the nurse if is ok she said she will ask the midwife and call me back but she didnt ....
also i dont know if i told u that my blood work last wedensday in my first OB visit came back all normal and my progestrone came back 30.1 wich is good THANKS GOD...
so now i gusse ill wait till the 4th of AUG im scheduled for U/S ill be 7 weeks then and that when u can see a heart beat ..
pls pray for me and i hope that this one will be blessed and will stay ...
wish u alllllllllllllll  a BFP soon.. sorry i m not doing personals ill try to catch later... and u ladies didnt tell me if u want to join the face book group ...
u all take care and thanks for asking .. GOD BLESS U ALLL.....

Hey Ladies!!
Sam - I am so happy that you have found a great doctor and DH is totally on board now with TTC. Makes such a huge difference when you get the support / back up you need! Have you started the provera? I know you told us the cycle days you need to take them but I can't recall! LOL.. is it CD 16 - 26?  I think it's something like that. Crossing my fingers for you honey... and just remember if it doesn't happen this cycle try not to let it get you too down, it may take a couple of cycles for your body to regulate, but am totally hoping it happens fast!  oh I almost forgot, I think it's so cute you picked names already! We did as well, around Christmas time in fact.  Do you think it may be bad luck if shared the names? hehe part of me wants to, part of me doesn't.  If you didn't want to I'd TOTALLY understand... may be fun to share this with each other when we get our BFP's!!
Amanda - I am so happy to hear DH is home, the stent is out and that you can continue TTC right away. Just a minor set back, but you are now on your way. So has the stone broken down and is gone now? Or are we just waiting for the meds to take care of that part?
Rozy - how are you darling? Where you able to get another HCG done? I'm saying many prayers and have you in my thoughts that you get the best care and nothing less.
Well girls I think  in the next day or two I am going to have to boycott the internet for the next 2 weeks. I am currently CD 11, however last cycle I O'd on CD 13, there is no saying i will that early again, but I think it's on it's way. CM is getting clear and lotiony, not EWCM yet but I think soon. 

The stent was driving DH nuts - and now we are home - the stent is out - and his Dr. said we can start back on TTC right away...especially if I was Oing right now. I had to laugh a bit at that comment from the Dr. Hes a pretty cool guy and now my DH is all better!!!!! My life is normal again!!! Just the worries of TTC on my shoulders now!

Morning Ladies!!
Sorry I have posted sooner, well i have but BM at work kept eatting my posts. I believe the network is picky about flash on some of the websites and don't always work.
 
All is good here. AF is gone. Wahoo! Had a busy weekend. Went to Montreal on Friday with my girlfriends. Went out for dinner saw "Tap Dogs" at Just for Laughs and came back yesterday at noon. I then had a wedding to attend for a wonderful friend of mine and got home at 2 a.m. Now I'm up and cleaning the house and wanted to check in :o)
 
Rozy - I definately agree, I would also demand periodic HCG checks as well to ensure your levels are rising. When they just brush you off like that definately be assertive, this is your and your babys health. If they don't like that you want these things done it's to darn bad for them. It's more than just ultra sounds and blood work, these doctors have to understand that when it's high risk that means everything should be done! I wish I was with you.. hehe.. I'd definately have your back! :o)
 
Sam - Glad to hear you are starting the provera! Get those cycles back to normal. Over time you will notice the bloating and pain will lessen. I know it's easier said than done but try your best just before your period to have caffeine. It causes contractions and can make your cycle that much worse! Also do you take Advil? It's an anti inflammitory so it will definafely help with the pain! I hate having to take meds but when it comes to being in agony I'll take the meds please! hehe
 
Amanda - I'm glad to hear AF has packed her bags! I'm the same as you I think. I get 2 days or so spotting, then 2 - 3 days of heavy and the 2 - 3 more days of spotting. My period in total usually lasts 6 - 7 days (spotting included). I haven't had a chance to look into kidney stones surgery and TTC. I will definately do some research later and see what else I can find as I imagine you have been looking already :o)
 
AFM  - nothing new to report. As mentioned above AF is gone so one more week or so and then it's off the internet for a good 2 weeks for me. My AF was actually late because i was researching so much!

Hello  ladies...
so sorry for not posting...but i was busy and also this only computer we are using since the other one not working anymore ...
so how r u all doing...
Samantha.. as u mentioned your had your AF again... and u couldnt get cheked by the GYN ... so are u going back.. im happy that u like her and she is a good doc...hope she will get u the BFP soon....
Amanda... u had a busy week with your DH being sick and went for the porcedure and u had your AF ... sorry honey u had to celebrate your anniversary in that way but what u can do... hope your DH is doing fine now.. the kidney stones pain is so hard to take...and your AF was kind of light like she is treating u ... hopefully this coming month will be your month and u catch the egg and get the BFP soon....
Sher how u doing... hope everything is fine...we miss u here....
AFM... well after my ER visit on TUESDAY i went and saw the OB on WEDENSDAY ... she looked in the blood results from the ER and said everthing look good and she dont know about the appendix pain and if i have it again i should go back to the ER .... i told her that they want to do cat scan or MRI but ill not do that is dengerous cause im preg but she looked like want to say to me what u want me to do.. she didnt give me any explanation for my pain....anyway also she said that i dont need to do another HCG and she scheduled me on AUG 4 to do U/S so then ill be 7 weeks so they can see the baby heart beat... that all ... after that i still having some pain but not sever like Tuesday .. also alot of cramps some is strong some mild ... ill call monday the OB and ask to do another HCG i want to make sure that they are increasing and if they refuse ill go so mad on them....
and also u guys u know what happend one of the facebook useres added me and she said that she know me from BM and invited me to agroup... i found CARRIE there can u bleieve it .. and alot of very nice womans who were posting here always in other boards but after the BM changed they creat a private group in face book and they  chat and share there... if u ladies want to join there ill ask there admin and invite u ... i dont know samantha if  u have a facebook....i know Amanda and SHER are in my list... i think is better there and u can change your privacy sitting so nobody can see what u are posting or saying like i did....
so that is my news ... again sorry i took me long to post...i ll never forget u or leave u as i said before :) u always been there like a sisters for me...
May God bless u sooooooooooooooooooon with a babies... then ill know u are all doing fine.........

Sam - maybe since it had been so long since AF that is why she is being so mean and heavy? Mine is actually not that bad....rather light...have only seen 1 or 2 clots and normally I see more....sometimes I change and dont really need to cause its not full (if you know what I mean) and then other times I think I have gone through on myself...its only CD 4 so based on the previous ones I have had she should be gone in a day or 2!
 
Now I have to read about new things other than symptoms....like how will this procedure DH had effect his swimmers if any?

Hello Ladies! How is everyone? Stone is all gone!!!!!! I am so glad to have a regular DH back! Well except for the stent which will be removed in a week or two...so it looks like I will still be able to go on my vacation and he will be ok while Im gone - If CDs go as they have been (not sure since there is no clomid going on) I should ovulate when I get back and that should be enough time for "him" to recoup...right now its time for a nap - after sleeping one night at the hospital and then getting up at 6am when I finally get to sleep in my bed...well Im past tired, lol. Atleast he's sleepy too and wont wanna wake me up....he is sleeping now actually - so we are on the right track to recovery!!! 

Im home for a shower and brain break - DHs pain took over last night and his dr. said go to the hospital for stronger pain meds and surgery is now today - the real deal...a camera like tube goes up (ouch for any man that has this) and then they will lazer the stone - that is...pray for him...his tube is large enough for the camera tube and there is no need for a stent. Needless to say it was a long night and total interruptions and Im so glad it CD2 and I dont have to panic I didnt temp!
 
Sam - glad that the what ever passed last night and you feel better....I tend to have large clots pass around CD3 or 4 and any cramps I have leave after that...this time however I think the major backpain all week were my cramps because Im yet to having any! So many that thing that passed was something left over from the HSG that was flushed out and just was sitting there? Maybe that was the cramps and such...to help move it out...Im not sure...And Im so glad you found a great dr. and she is going to get your cycle on track! The provera got me up and running for sure...and I think thats what this AF and the last started on their own....going to see what happens this cycle all on my own - my provera has a refill on it should it become too long of a cycle though so I will worry about a dr. after DH is all better and I see what happens with this cycle.
 
Others - Hi and how are you? Sorry to cut this short but I gotta run!
 
 

Hi Ladies, How many times have you heard "I'm New Here"? Well I'm here to make your day :-) I'M NEW HERE!!! (Smile) I have been the god mom, the baby shower host, the babysitter, and I'm ready to be a mom. I have been tracking my fertile days with multiple iphone apps and NOTHING! me and my fiance is pretty active around my fertile days but no baby... My fiance already has a child so I'm sure his engine and gas is good to go but now I am worried about myself...I'm scared to go to the doctor and talk about TTC because I'm scared of hearing some bad news...I talked to a friend of mine about ttc and she told me to start taking "Geritol" she said it is a baby in every bottle! So I started taking the vitamins two days ago but prior to the conversation with my friend I already had ordered fertilecm (assuming maybe I have some cm issues). I was going to start taking the fertilecm along with the Geritol but I said I will give the Geritol 3 months and if no luck I will try the fertilecm...please wish me luck! ***SPRINKLING COSTCO SIZE BABY DUST OVER EVERYONE****

Good morning sweet hearts...
how r u all doing...
sorry i couldnt post yesterday as my Dh was using this old computer we have.. 
i went to see a high risk Ob doc wich i thought im going to have my first OB visit and do the blood test and check my HCG and Progestrone LEVELS... but i was just seen for a consult ...but before the consult they had me an transvaginal U/S i was so nervous and scared .. we saw only a sac wich i knew they will not able to se anything cause im only 5 weeks pregnant... then the doc saw us in his office and asked me some Q and said that i seem healthy person no diseases or any history of medical illnesses and what happend with me 3 months ago is very normal and 1 in 5 pregnancies end up with misscarriage ...but he was talking about few tests i should do becuase of my age ( as im 41) the risk is high having a baby with genetic abnormalities... and that was all... he told me that i should see my regular OB and they scheduled  me in 2 weeks to go back for U/S to see if there is a heart beat ... well i told him about the pain im having in my right side he said if u have sever cramping with  bleeding that mean u are misscarrying again and he refused to do blood test on me .. so i was maaad... i spend almost 3 hours there cause they didnt call me on time and i end up with no even HCG levels checked...
so now i need to find an OB and schedule appt with i just want to be relaxed but i cant ....
so that wat happend yesterday ....
ill  update if i got in with OB and had blood test done....

Was reading here and there and found this link...its a good one!!! Even if it is just for a reminder on how things work. It gave a great timeline for swimmers finding eggy and such - also mentioned reasons for spotting before AF comes - Sam - it seems you and I both get this....and I can see it being true - low progesterone can cause spotting 2-7 days before AF - mine started today really and Im sure the real AF will show tomorrow!
 
http://community.babycenter.com/post/a17951005/just_the_facts--references_for_newbies_and_vets

on the phone typing so forgive me ahead of time, lol.

sher i understand wanting to stay away...ive started looking into everything...we look forward to the posts we will get though!

rozy sorry about the computer issues...good luck at the dr today! let us know how it goes.

sam i understand how af comes just when u finally dont want her to. hopefully she will stay away till tomorrow for the dr. i hope all goes well!

afm i tested this morning and bfn...that was the last test at home thankgoodness lol i will have to just wait now...yesterday evening i had one pin head size red clot but since nothing...i thought i has some brown color this morning but im not so sure...nothing since to verify it...i dont know?