I have just experienced a loss in my ttc journey I lost my baby at 4weeks and 5days pregnant, people call it a chemical pregnancy but my baby was not a chemical. I cry almost everyday because I miss Jordan yes I named the baby I always said my first child would be named Jordan its hard for me to believe he or she is gone I wanted jordan more than anything in this world and to find out I was pregnant than 2days later loseing the baby is horrible. But i will never forget my first baby since ive been trying for 5years Jordan gave me hope now I know i can concieve when all this time I thought i couldnt so hopefully jordan will have a little brother or sister soon. I will never forget you my angel.